I think I should pull myself together and gather my thoughts tightly.
I mean, I just let myself loosen up.
I should not do that.
Thesedays I've just focused on my selfesteem and pride, so
I've just kept boosting myself.
But there's one thing I ignored.
The low selfesteem, harsh attitutde to myself, etc. have been the driving force for me.
I'd kept underestimating me and being unsatisfied with myself, and that helped.
A star instructor, Yoo Soo Yeon said, don't be proud of yourself,
don't be staying where you are.
that's right.
and that's the reason I keep failing losing weights, gathering my life.
Should be the strictest one for myself, again.
Remember last year, lost about 6kg, had my own career and vision.
And one thing's also clear that
I cant do this again only by myself.
Lean on my Father, Lord.
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